Well, i hope in the first place all of my friends out there are having a nice time wherever they are, whatever things they're doing.
Then, i wanted to get rid of that whiny stupid journal and replace it with another full of...romance adventure and amazing things? Sorry but no My life goes on annoying and 'linear' as always. Tho something changed, i wouldn't be here bothering you otherwise will i?
I feel like waking up, start to take my art more seriously, not for commissions or so but because it's the only thing that makes me feel alive, thus the reason i never stopped drawing since always.
I want to grow up as 'artist', stop making pretty drawings that in the end doesn't even look that decent. I feel quite like i've cheated a bit 'till now, neglecting anatomy, perspective, backgrounds and being happy with it, i feel like i didn't gave my very best.
NO, just no. I may had indulged in the past years, but seeing other people doing simple, nice but meaningful pieces or immense masterpieces, well this start bothering me. I want to give my soul to my characters and their story, even if in the end i'll be the only one who'll be reading or watching them. More in general, i want to able to be proud of myself.
Now..that's a long though journal I truly hope you'll take the time to read it because if you like me and my art even just a tiny little bit i'll let you know i putted much of myself in these lines.

With love <3